I've set up many goals this holiday. All the sweet and bitter things.

Some of the goals:

1. try to convince my grandma for a trip to Bali and/or Lombok. Well there's no real hopes from the start. But there's still another week. Lets hope for the best.

2. Fill my red clear folder of artwork. The last three are a total mess. You could see a glowing text said "we're just filling space here" on them. But i made it, at least.

3. Find a bim.bel! Well it's not like i have no times, it just that i'm (always..) too lazy to do it. And my parents keep grinding my nerves about this one.

4. Pay for my absence on cinemas. This one going on quite well.

5. Watch all special holiday T.v's brodcast. The cartoon and all. But the fact is, so far, i just watch Night at the Museum I, half-ended Pocahontas, Sky High.

6. Take the drawing tablet out of its shop (trade it with money first). I've met those beautiful Bamboo Drawing Tablet at Harco, mangga dua. And i swear to myself, i would see one of them, someday, next to my McBook/iMac. Hmmm-mmm. Or i made my mom swear.

7. Get through the holiday (and rest of my life) without a scratch on Phoebe.

This new post a bit similiar to my holiday-to do- list. But i realize that i rushing things. Like when i bought a Trash bin (photo later), tissue's place, and Babyboss magz in one day. Waste my holiday money on it at almost the first day of holiday! Fill my red clear folder, in one day, when i could wait a bit for better idea to across the blackhole in my head.

I felt like i sweat the sweet things. Shoping for my car should be sweet,but i don't want to wait for better things, i just bought what i felt best on store. Well i always could go somewhere else.

Fill 'that-thing' should be fun too. Seriously, it's my hobby. But i was sweat it. The new works seems plain to me.